I’m stressed out, I’m pissed off and I’m eating McDonald’s AND drinking a coke – for the second time this week mind you!
Our house is supposed to close on the 28th. I’m not really sure what my problem is, exactly. The house is closing, it has all gone as smoothly as anything could possibly have gone, we have the money we need for closing, and yet…I could just scream.
I’m like an angry cat that sees a dog. Someone can walk by my desk and say “good morning” and my back is arched and my hair stands up and crackles with electricity. I’m ready to claw the living crap out of any poor, innocent bystander who dares to speak pleasantries to me. It must be stress. (For the most part I think I've succeeded in not taking it out on my co-workers. Which is good for them, because I don't know karate, but I know ka-ray-zee!).
I lost about 5 pounds on my recent “diet”, and here I am eating McDonald’s and drinking soda and feeling like my heart might explode at any moment. Undoubtedly those 5 pounds will be back tomorrow, smug and sure of their place on my rear end. And soda has been right out of my diet for a while now.
I know its affecting my better half too, and we feed off each other. I know I need to throw the coke away, pay attention to my work, and go to the gym tonight.
And replace the cola with vodka.